



title: 23032008 spent my day rotting at home yesterday.
and watched Show on tv at 10pm. than, Jiejie called me. im so sorry, i couldnt help you in any way or another. hearing you cry and my heart really sank. i feel so guilty, yet again. i cried too when i hear you. i wont blame you no matter what is your decision. i just want you to live happily and it's enough. my dearest Jiejie, smile like you always do, yeah? and after that, my mood totally freak-ed out. another reason was because my dearest hasnt been replying me. so there i goes, thinking too much again. =.= damn, i really hate myself when im like this. it's been so long since i last cry myself to sleep. but yeah, everything is like alright now. just that i've not taken the action to contact dearest. im really sorry for what happened last night. |
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