been tossing and turning on my bed,
thinking about all that has happened this few moments.
i thought about us, our attitude, our past and our beliefs.
perhaps due to the holiday, we're not able to meet frequently.
that's the reason why i miss you so much.
i've noticed that we get worked up easily nowadays.
i've noticed that our late night chats are turning from everyday to little and, to almost none.
i've noticed that you've been neglecting me when you're busy, and this always happen.
Baby, where're all our promises?
i miss those times when the phone just kept contact with my ears for uncountable hours.
i miss those times when words came naturally from your heart, rather than me forcing you to.
i miss those times when we slacked around till the sun sets.
i miss those times when you get so concern when little things happen to me.
Baby, i miss the old us.
don't forget how much we went through to the state we are now.
don't forget how much tears i shed for you.
don't forget how much effort we put in for this relationship.
don't forget how much time we spent slacking, together.
don't forget how much torture i went true without you beside me.
i wish i can tell this to you, in person.
i hope you're reading this, but i assume you won't.

Baby, I Love You.